For weeks and even months... I had been wondering.... i had been worried for quite awhile but I figured everything would be okay soon.  I didn't know what think ... there was no calls and no texts.

I had been worried about my son's grandmother. She  is one of the sweetest ladies in the world. All when the relationship I once had with her son fell apart she was the only person I was able to rely on. She was one person who help me keep going and not break down and die. To me, she became family, a mother, and friend. She and her now ex-husband always helped me so much but she I don't know what it was about her. She always gave me a subtle way of telling me to be careful and never allow yourself in what the eye doesn't see. But, although as I started growing and get the unity that we once had wasn't as close but because there were so many issues underlining her life. When I listened to her talk I understood her a little more and in return I gave her my whole side of my story as well. I don't know how I got to that point where I actually fell so comfortable with a person where I literally tod everything... everything and not excluding my doubts, the hardship and the confusions. I actually allowed that vulnerability to come with her. Even when I usually tell people things I would still keep my defense up high and at that moment I knew that she wasn't there judging... she was helping me and she held me as I cried my sorrows, my pains... ans sealed the fragile heart I needed to close.

The last time I had seen her was when Danny and I went to Yucaipa to visit Janeth. Originally they  were going to try and come with us to San Gabiel to the Easter Egg hunt but didn't happen so Danny and I went to see them on April 11.  It's July 9th almost 3 months later.

I know my mom tried calling her on many instances and she never answered or called back. My mom left messages and same thing. So I would text and she sometimes she would answer I mean she must be tried, I belieeve she was working 2 jobs at the time and well there were other things as well.  But in the last month to month and a half nothing so respond... she hadn't called or even stopped by at the house. I asked my  son's step mom and well she had been at their house the day before which you don't know how much of a relieve it was to hear or read. I was seriously so worried until I heard that she had been over there and then I felt a little relieved. I also sent my son's  aunt a message that if she got ahold of heer mom to please let her know to contact me. I haad send her a text a few days ago. Well she called yesterday to my mom's cell. They spoke for a while and then my mom passed her to me and we got to talk for a while. She really made my day when she told me," te quiero mucho y te cuidas. Le das muchos besitos a Danny y le dices que lo quiro mucho," it made me tear up in happiness and well also because she called and she is doing well.

She is such a beautiful person.  I just had to express my self of her. I trully admire her and happy to hear from her...