So geez money is short... but I think in a couple of months I will be better. I know at times things are tough. So today I was asked by my boss if I had already laid out or picked out my outfits for the 20th and 21st. I almost didn't mean to laugh but come on I haven't bought clothes for me in a long time. Right now I only have 3 pairs of pants... blue, black and dressy black pants... can you imagine how much I wash those for I can make them work with my outfits. Not fun. I told him that I have a black dress for the Dinner at night.  So he told me to look out looking and if it's in his budget he'll give me a little extra so I really have to bargain shop to have clothes for that day. It's only 2 weeks away. He said that if his wife doesn't make it back from her nusiness trip and into LA I am going to sit with him at the dinner. His wife is also a business person and very busy. I guess she must travel a lot but he takes care of their son. They have such a beautiful realtionship, I admire them as a couple. But getting ready for that day is stressful but that soon will be over and then onto other things.

My issue right now is that Danny ran out of diapers and I know he finishs a box every 2 weeks as much as I push him to use the toilet. He uses his little toilet first thing in the morning and when he falls asleep and during the day but I don't now. He is improving but diapers are still running and sometimes I just don't ask his dad but other times I do. It's more like He buys then the next 2 weeks I buy and then I ask him again. I know it gets a little tight for both but what can I do. It means I am suppose try and buy my self but I have no money and haven't gotten any in almost a month. I think I am going to get some next week but to be sure? I haven't received anything from the district and I am waiting for that. I also need to do my taxes. $100 is something and I know I surely can use it for gas and Danny's supplies and I also have to try and figure some money out for Danny's babysitter. He only goes like once a week but that still like $25 for the day and my mom watches him the rest of the days but I guess when he gotta start working we need to start some how... I owe and owe and it's almost impossible at times.