I don't know what is wrong with me but I am having all these mixtures of feelings and I am to the point I almost want to cry. It makes no sense what so ever. I feel like this deep heart burning feeling and hate it. But the weird thing is that I have nothing in my heart... it's a weird feeling I am sure I have felt this before have I have nothing to gain or loose from anyone. It's almost becoming like this jealousy, uncomfortable feeling. I think it's beginning to past a little but I don't know I just can't put my finger on it and it bugs the shit out of me. This uncertainty is the worst feeling... I'm going to bed... I'm weird-ing my-self out ... didn't think it was possible....blah what ev...maybe I just need sleep.