We need to see who we really are

I use to care so much about what people thought. It was weird because people didn't even know me but I had to know they thought I was nice... or I was so obsessed about it but I pretended not to care. I guess that is why I was so shy so quiet because that way I had a guaranteed  expression and I didn't show anything else. Nobody really knew how I spoke or if I was dull or exciting... I did had an high pitched voice... well not like that but more like a soft dulce voice... well not from what I say because that is what people would tell me over the phone or even while people use to take orders through the drive-thru... it has taking me a while to develop some type of personality... Although I am still calm and quiet and can't be rowdy... I think I have finally started figuring me out more... something that might play to my advantage and has taken a while to develop...  But i have also come to a realization. I shouldn'ty care too much or at all of what people think primarily because I should be more concerned about my own shadow. Nobody is worse than our own being. Sometimes it's not people in our surrounding who hurt us more than we do... we can all have enermies, we can all hate, but what happens the moment that we hate our own selfs... what does that lead to? I'll be honest I also use to despise my self, my image, the way [eople looked at me... everything but once we start seeing who we are, how we aren't too bad and that everything has an upside... we all start thinking positive and change our point of view from that deadly image to a positive beautiful aspects... we all have a few characteristics that we like about ourselves     No more hate, for others, for ourselves....