Wow, time really flies but sometimes not fast enough. Sometimes we look back and see that everyday is actually different and it can really impact life so much. As I sit  here I am still seeing my scars heal and yet I cannot wait until they are almost unnoticeable but I have come to the conclusion that some are now going to remain and continue with me for a while. Although, they aren't such an impact we regret many things and so not wish for others to see when you had an act of insanity. Unfortunately, although when I was younger there were minor ones none have been so obvious and having to hide behind a black mask is not easy and it'd hard to hide. I remember back when I was younger I use to shield my self behind my jacket. It would be the hottest day in the world but I would have my huge black jacket. With it, I felt like nobody can say or do anything I wasn't prepared for. Now, I am hiding such a visible image people cannot know. As time progresses people attain an image and rarely of respectable nature... For such a long time I would wear mostly halter tops and now I don't like  wearing them much but I have gone to the store to look for shirts and I can't find long sleeve shorts... that has been my biggest challenge, living in a valley in California where the weather isn't too cold and now hot season is in.... and i am stuck in a hole with no way out... I guess I deserve those snoopy, gossiping, eyes for not thinking at the moment. We regret things at times and for righteous reasons but sometimes a day too late once we actually thinking of the consequences...

Have any of you ever done something you regretted yet you couldn't do much to hide what you actually did?
What did you do? And what did you do to try and mask your mistake?