So today we had a night of raffles and the ending of a contest, which was a weight loss contest. For days people had been anticipating the ending of this weigh loss contest. But of course maybe like 9 or 10 but of course there were suppose to be like 50 people. Either way those who entered loss great amount of weight and are starting to look even better which we should all strive to do a little more. Well since my biggest issues have always lied on depression and I was a compulsive over eater... loosing weight has never been a park in the park. I many things and to my misfortune I would never loose any weight. I use to wake up at 5am go to the gym and feel great but there was no change. Sadly, money ran out so I had to quit the gym. Right now I know not many see the difference but sometimes our eyes are everything we need to see. Sure I entered the contest as well but no I didn't win but my mom is happier with me. So I have lost like 10 pounds in a month and I have gone down a pants size in jeans which still fit me a little loose. I think I would be happy if I can fit into this skirt that I have that was given to me so long ago. I think that is one of my harder goals to attain well as of now but I know I can do it if I keep going. The weird thing is that I have never been able to loose pound but I did. My clothes feels great. Some is still a little tight but with the difference that I can finally see a little more curve well to say that I was wearing black slacks on monday and a tight black turtle neck... it was hot but I protect my skin, anyways... I was bending down trying to put my son into the car and that when I heard it. Well you see I have never been a fan of women being whistled at, or "supposed" compliments being shouted from a car but this time for a long time I was quite happy I had this negative attention which I hadn't had in years. Even the teller at my bank treated me a little different... It's the bosy language, how you talk and almost as though they want you to feel helpless which can be a type of flirting tecnique, I don't know. People treat you different when you're different. I know for years I had this "fuck off" sign and I didn't know how to put it down but I think I am getting the hang of it once again.... I was always told that I had a "I'm married kind of face" so nobody approached me." * sigh* I know! But today after this award ceremony my mother and I went to the store... She needed something so I decided to go get it for hr or actually ask the produce people.... There was a guy there... and the way I approached him and ask for the corn  made him act quick. There are so many things that come into play and many are aware of but it takes a very few of us a little longer to know what to do or to get back into the game per say. I am starting to figure out what I can do but then again... I know now what kind of guys get attracted to me so I need to change that as well.

I am so happy I am a supervisor in Forever Living Products!
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