Last night I went to sleep at 4am and then I woke up at 6:30am. I don't understand why Danny woke up that early. But I felt suffocated and hot. Although I knew it was early I thought it was like 10am or something but it wasn't I saw my phone it was 6:30am. I  told him to close his eyes and go back to sleep. And  then I completely woke up at 8 but I felt rested which is very unusual because when I go to sleep late and wake up early I almost feel as though I have a hang over. But not today. I am a little more tired today in the evening... but I guess that's normal when you didn't get enough sleep the day before.

Tomorrow is Mother's day...  today I went to the store and I bought my mom a blender... we have gone through some blenders and none of them have worked or break... who knows why but I hope she is happy with it. 

Today I was suppose to go to a birthday party but didn't end up going. I really wanted to go but for some reason I didn't. Who knows what could have happened but I am here at home sleepy and I am starting to feel sad. Today was the first time I didn't wear a long sleeve shirt. I used a concealer wheel to try and it worked a little. You can still see the marks and I need to find a way to cover so that my mom doesn't see them... I don't want to add another burden or another reason to hear screaming...