well today is the 5th pf november as many of you know but to me this day was something different until this year. For almost 3years I had a boyfriend until 5 weeks and 2 days ago when we broke up. Today would have been our 3 years anniversary but oh well . I just remember a small flash back from every year. I remember Nov.3 2001 when we were a band competition ( chino band review ) and he gave me a red carnation. I felt really happy even though we weren't together but we were soon to be . Two days later he asked me out ; it was not the ideal way because it was over the phone but the way he was going to to backfired because as he was walking my way a friend decided to drag me to the bathroom with her and I had to leave himi so either way he asked me out and I said yes. Then I remember Nov,5th 2002 , I was a senior in high school taking AP French at 6:30 in the morning as he was taking US history. He came and met me where my dad would drop me off , I was late every morning, and he gave me this beautiful glass water swan than had an alive red rose ... I was so breath taken and happy . He walked me to class and went late to this. Then I also remember last year we had his homecoming on Nov.1 2003 and our anniversary was in a wednesday ... I was in college and I didn't know what we were going to do it still happened. We all remember the Matrix trilogy ,of course, well November 5th was the debute of the 3rd movie and since Matrix was this favorite movie I bought tickets for that day to go see. I was so happy and he was so happy . But , we all realize that I guess life must move on eventually if you weren't with the one. Even though we are not together anymore , he is always going to have a piece of my heart with him. That is something a gave him and I can'[t take back it was a part of my life that I don't regret anything and I don't take anything back. What happened happened and I am going to go on living with all my memories.