Wow, I am so surprised on how my much I actually like to write but I guess sometimes I have to remember that people reads these so I have to be careful but just because I am it doesn't mean I don't love you guys. We all know that we all hide things ...well yeah , I do . This feel sort of like a diary but not at the same time . Nestor , I thank you very dearly for helping me start this xanga. I also fell very happy for all my friend that have been there with me through the roller coaster life of emotions I lead. I also apologize for being annoying also because I know it gets frustrating when you hear/see a person cry over the same thing over and over. Well thank you and I love you all.