well I was excited because I finally build my courage to tell the guy that I like that I had feelings for him but I wasn't sure what to expect but it wasn't near anything I thought it wasn't going to be. I know it doesn't make sense. But , when I told him , it wasn't weird but he said he was surprised but he didn't look surprised . He didn't even act weird  but he didn't say anything . I am so confused , i don't know if that was the right thing to do or not but either way I can't turn back. Oh well .... at least I know he knows and if he wants to make something of it he will but I am not going to wait for people anymore like I did with Art before . I waited and gave him too many chances so I learned from that. I guess for now I get to wait for a small while and he what it put in my path .