Well this date for me has always had the most meanings good and bad I guess... it's a date that has always had some significance regardless of the passing of years...
Since today was a rather strange date where just everything was let lose, it's what life is. I like honesty and the truth.
Today, 10 years ago I had my first boyfriend ever... I still remember his scrawny self with those nerdy glasses, lol. I remember the moment he was going to ask me out. So happened that a friend of my friend's was absent, so in the moment he was going to ask me out, she dragged me to the restroom. I never was a fan of a group of girls to the restroom but I couldn't say no. I was 16, and having friends was hard enough. Can I remember what I was wearing? No. Do I remember what he was wearing... actually I'm almost sure I don't. All I remember was his face as I was leaving. No time the rest of the day.... it ended up being over the phone... I still remember the first awkward kiss as he tried to surprise me in the band locker room. it was a kiss kiss, he surprised me and ended up being a kiss in the back of my head. My innocence surpassed knowing anything about kisses... I guess it was one of those moments when you just enjoyed talking, hanging out and if there was holding hands you had the world. I was young and naive... There comes a point when all is loss and nothing is the same. Somethings can strengthen a relationship and others weaken then. Things were great for a year or a year and a half... everything after that were tears... It lasted just shy of the 3 years.
November 5th, 2005 - I was about 8 months pregnant. I was having my baby shower. Expecting my baby monkey. The true bearer of my heart. The one who stole my heart and made me feel like Xena the warrior princess... I would do anything to protect him inside and outside outside of me. Literally!!! To this day he is the only loyal one to me. No matter what he is the one that gives me hugs and kisses... and he'll ask me if I'm ok when my eye suddenly gets a little piece of trash in there.
Other than one of my favorite movies being V for Vendetta... everybody knows the famous... "Remember, remember the 5th of November..."
For me it was just a memory lane advocate. And, yes that's it... many people have much more important things to their memory lane...
And well today I'm suppose to go to a party with family friends. It's an adult only and it's in my home home town where I grew up so I know I can steer away for a little. Well that is if I can or if I would be seen.
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