heartbreak

A heart break is one of those feelings that just leaves like you've fallen off a cliff.... You know you're falling you just don't know how low and how hard you're going to hit. it's the sinking feeling... you can turn anywhere but you can't do anything because there is nothing to do.

You want a helping hand but no one is ever really available to talk. You feel alone. You don't think anyone understands you. We DO!!! Much more than you think. You want to talk to that person but they wont let you. They might want to but at the same time you think they hate you. One did something wrong and it's easier to point the finger at each other.
or just as easily take the blame and the heartbreak.
"It's my fault, I'm sorry"
And you wished that they would understand how you felt

but the truth was that as much as the person feels like this, they know that when something went wrong. There was probably pain, manipulating, no trust, lack of communication (one or all of them or other symptoms)- in the end what do you have?


Nothing...



nothing...

you question yourself and think... can things have gone differently....

maybe....


maybe not...


What if that one instance in time didn't happen?

What if I would have loved more?

What  I tried harder?

What if maybe you wouldn't have let go like you promise?

What if...

what if...

what if...







instead ...

you grab your little broken heart and hold it tightly together. You slowly let it mend, if you could sew it together I'm sure you would but  with time it will heal.



You will be ok. You're not alone.
You ARE NOT alone!!

So many of your friends have felt that pain yet we continue to try an isolate ourselves and pretend. Pretend everything over and you slowly kill yourself more inside.

Love is not one of those things to put off lightly. Love doesn't change like the wind. Love doesn't come and go. Love doesn't change the the river. Love, true love is accepting and a choice to make to love. Love yourself and love another.

Love is about fighting for that inner peace, about forgiving a person even if they harmed you. LOVE......

Love never fails... it never fails because you don't let it fail...

You do everything in your power to make it work. When you love, you love.  Love for who and what they are. Learn everything and how they can change and accept it. If you can't accept a person for who they are, you will never learn true love.



There comes a point when loving means letting go. Letting a person make out what they want in life. Self discovery.


The best way I've learned about love and pain is to always accept people for who they are. Always love people no matter what. Even, if they caused you pain love them for their qualities not any bad memories. No bad memories should get the best of you.
Hold no grudges because it only takes away from the beauty of life. And it makes you bitter.
If you did the harming do your best to not be a creeper but try to find the forgiveness.

I know these are ideal. It will not always work. I'm a fortunate person when it comes people especially those who have had a positive or negative impact. My goal is to always try and understand people and why they do what they do.  People do not quite understand me because I'm a little weird. I always try to be nice and friendly so I earn forgiveness not for the person for me. People are important even if I''m awkward socially but I love and respect people and that's how I like any ending/ beginning. Acceptance and to cherish everything moment that had to do with the life.