Just finished watching "He's just not that into you" for the second time ... lol and I this time it actually made me cry... hahaha  ... chick flicks... I feel lonelier than ever now ... I guess its' the thing we do... can you believe it... All those stupid girls in those movies always end up with somebody... and my whole life all I wanted the perfect person... had one once... who turned out not so prince charming ... and here I am still waiting and dreaming... and the thing is that I do make my self more available ....  I don't want to wait anymore... what can I do to make something happen? Well what can I do to meet people? People who might be interested in me but not only that... people who I will be intersted in as well.... This whole thing has always been such a hard concept for me! People like me and then I let time pass... I Am very undecisive... when I finally decide it's too late... People are always trying to make me a booty call...  I don't think that's fair... is that the vibe I give out...not good enough for a relationship but ok... to f**k... I don't know...Is it because people see I am a single mom and expect me to be easy, is that it? I don't get it...some one who gets itplease explain...

*sigh*