oh yeah exactly a week ago my sister's cat had 3 kittens they are so cute !

Working is very tiring for me now , yo can't even imagen but I finally got my medi-cal card so I can go to the dortor , maybe I will go next week to see what they tell me about my self. It 's not bad but as soon as I go I will finally will be able to tell my parents and the world .... I am sad but excited !

Well yeah it's break and I am still tired as you don't know what . So I still haven't told my parents about my lil' secret but I know that if I wait I am going to be in trouble, it's just that there is never the perfect place and oh yeah I am afraid!  Well yeah! regardless I know the day will come when I will have to tell them meanwhile I'll just work and try to be happy.

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Daniel and Jasmine are sitting alone in the park one night.... Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world Jasmine: I think so... All of my friends have boyfriends and we are only the 2 persons left in this world without any special person in our lives Daniel: Yup I don't know what to do Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game Daniel: What game? Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30 days and you will be my boy friend Daniel: That's a great plan in fact i don't have nothing to do much this following weeks... DAY 1: They watch their first movie and they both touched in a romantic film DAY 4: They went to the beach and have a picnic...Daniel and Jasmine have their quality time together DAY 12: Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they ride on a Horror House....Jasmine was scared and she touched Daniel's hand but she touched someone else's hand and they both laughed... DAY 15: They saw a fortune teller down the road and they asked for their future advice and the fortune teller said: "My darling, Please don't waste the time of your life... SPend the rest of your time together happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes DAY 20: Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled something DAY 28: They sat on the bus and because of a bumby road Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident DAY 29: 11:37pm Jasmine and Daniel sat in the park where they first decided to play this game... Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all Daniel: Wait for me.... 20mins later... a stranger approached Jasmine Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel? Jasmine: Why yes? What happened? Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel and he is critical in the hospital 11:57pm The doctor went out of the emergency room and he handed out an apple juice and a letter Doctor: We found this in daniel's pocket Jasmine reads the letter and it says: Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you are a really cute girl and i am really falling for you..Your cherish smile your everything when we played this game..... Before this game would end...I wouldlike you to be my girl friend for the rest of my life.... I love you Jasmine.... Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted: "Daniel ! i don't want you to die... I love you...Remember that night when we saw a meteor, I mumbled something... I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and never end this game. Please don't leave me Daniel.... I love you! You cannot do this to me!" Then the clock strikes 12 Daniel's heart stop pumping THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY........ ************************************************* Always love your loved ones and show them how you feel before it is too late... You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace... If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion and love to your loved ones? Today is the day.... Love them while they are still here... Copy Paste and after 24hours .... Your loved one will realized how are they significant to you Repost this in 5min. and a miracle will happen tonight

This is sad, it made tear up. Whether it has happen to anybody or not that sucks. You just fall in love and you loose them , life sucks sometimes.
Oh man , I woke up at like around 6:30am it was the worst feeling. I felt weak, I couldn't sleep, my throat hurt, my nose was stuffy and I couldn't blow it, them I threw up the nothingness in my stomach. Worst feeling in the world when all that comes out is acid. I lost my appetite, I tried to eat but it's really hard. Nothing tastes like it use to, I can't even finish a small muffin...even my favorites ~ banana nut or blue berry. Oh well, maybe it's the flu  so I'll just go to the doctor for medicine.

I am so very happy that I have all my friend's support and I hope it stays that way. I need you guys so much but thank you all for being my friends I do not know what I would do without you guys. thank you , and I love you all from the bottom of my heart.

What am I going to do ? I am going to go through a life of doubt, pain and  hardship. But I guess it's what I burden myself for sinning. It going to be hard as I Am going to have to show my face and everybody is going to know soon but still I am alone in a sense. Why couldn't this have happened last year it would have been easier. Now, I don't know what to expect. 

Coming back to Redlands for Mayterm  feels nice but I spranged my ankle as I was trying to load my van to come to school. I had just picked up Adrian and Ramiyah from the airport and went to my house to pick my stuff up b/c I picked them up right after work. Adrian asked if I needed help but stupid as I am always thinking that I could do everything myself ,  said no and on the way to the car I fell and well there you have it. there is also others things in my mind but those I can't tell you yet although you will find out in a while but for the time being it's mine a few friends' lil secret.