BS

Maybe its that I was being selfish... Today not a good day for me. So I had to leave @8 for an appointment at the district. I have to do DOJ and FBI prints plus some certification what not... Which cost money. I got to fontana on a thread and empty tank. since it was So early NO breakfast or water oh did I mention I'm broke... Then my 11 o'clock cancelled... I was hungry and thirsty... so I had to kill time... Well I went to the park and slept.... Until I had to go teach... It was a tough DAY in teaching too and I had to have a talk with the section and dealing with people WHO don't like to show up... And then I had another 3 hrs to kill. I was hoping that he would have came but he was busy so I became more moody. So I was just hiking by my self and it was ok... I started feeling better with the hope Danny would still be up but to my surprise he wasn't and mom is super moody So starts yelling... I came to my room... I'm just trapped. Which I did To myself the day I came back home with a baby in my arms... And I'm not saying its his fault BC its not but she's used to manipulating me and I hate IT.I can't even say anything BC she has a card ready to play with the accident and the brain surgery... I'm a sucker BC I feel bad and love her...can't have a real job BC how could I'm then I wouldn't be at everybody's beckon call. My mom has been jealous BC I am or was taking a guy to a meeting. They called her and told her that he was well dressed, very good looking and tall... And then the questions ... Where they're asking my mother not me of whether I have a bf...people can't mind their business for a minute.