I think it's suggestive but I have a toothache... Well I know I have it but I clearly remember hearing some in the ER talking about their toothache and what mine happens to start hurting hours later...
It's so hard but we finally had time to take mom to go check on her headaches. We know she has a tumor but thank goodness it's benign but since it's in the occipital part of the brain which can cause problems with her vision and stuff. Well when I had to leave her they hadn't seen her but apparently after the car accident and the blow to head, because she flew out of the car, the tumor was found and unfortunately in the last year and a half her tumor has grown a lot. My dad mentioned about putting her in surgery on friday which means that is pretty fast but idk.

I mean I am stress enough with the move. I know she still can't do much because after the accident she was left week. So I help her with everything and figure anything out she has to do. With having to move this week I am so stressed because I am always the one who has to do most of the moving and or setting up. It's hard because Danny requires so much time sometimes and I am also trying to figure out how I am going to do the lessons because it's going to cost be round trip $20 just to go and come back from Fontana...Can you imagine... geez and work here  was finally going well... Fuck!

Anyways, I am  not complaining... well I am but I think I feel better.

Waiting for a response from the parents. I hope it's an illusion and she comes back ok. And we live fine... (I know not denial) but it's hard... I am tired and I just want her to be ok and no more headaches... I guess the only thing that will always hold us together will be hope and faith....and to keep striving for a better future...a better tomorrow and a happy attitude...