Mistakened....

I know I only kind of write when someething deeply impacts me in some way or another. All night my stomach has been churning... and it sucks because I wake up worried. I deleted both those people from my facebook but I am really scared. Mainly of her because I don't know what she is capable of and calling and cussing me out. I really had no idea what was going on until she tells me all this stuff. It's very unfortunate because everything I did was for their benefit, because I did a lot of work for them pretty much like or as an assistant and I am accussed of an affair. Which is ridiculous. All the work the calls was to verify thing were being done and taken care of. Like a week ago she stopped responding to my e-mails and calls. I didn't understand why... now I know... I guess in those perspectives I still don't understand much. I didn't do anything wrong, never led him on... I just respected and her as well. I tried talking to her and neverdid anything to get a wrong impression of people. I don't need them. She could do all the work that I was doing and together they can translate, revise and do all their orders. I pretty much gave them a year of my services for pretty much free... If they want to end it all like that. I'll consider it community service which will not go onmy resume. I am sure she will later on come to her senses. A good worker, that is trying to help annd does things for free not easily found. My mom kept insisting that I ask for money for a while. And I didn't... People, since the beginning told  that people are going to talk, people will try to ruin your life...

But, that stomach feeling doesn't go away at all...I am truly scared out of my mind. I don't even know why. I don't know what a lady like that is capable of doing when she thinks her husband is having an affair with a 24 year old. I don't know what she is capable of doing to prevent that from occuring or communication ever from happening again. I told my sis I want her to go, and I truly want my brothers to go too, or at least one. I don't know why I am thinking like this but I guess because I have never had anyone hate me so much for something that never occured. I want them to be there. And I don't want my son to go. If anything were to happen (God forbid) then they will be there and I will feel secure. I have already repented all my past mistakes and I haven't committed any wrong but charity.

Well, she just sent me a message on facebook... kind of apologizing... or not I don't know... That is why I truly hate DRAMA! I am a quiet person who stays away and this happens... imagine if I dressed provacative or was flirty... and I am the oposite in factr my sis always wants me to dress up and well since I don't have money I don't. Couldnt imagine how things would have escalated then,... ayayay!

Her: Oct 4 at 10:34am
Reyna ~ you need not be mad at george...it was me last night on his facebook. Look...for obvious reasons i would be upset that my husband gave another women a cell phone and continued to lie to me about it. He told me he let you use it for his Rally in September and gave it to you at early september. He also said he has been asking for it back but you keep forgetting it.

Really...I have every reason to suspect things.

If your agreemnet was with George that you can have that cell phone on my families dime...then so be it! I dont care to ever discuss it again.

Me: 10:41am
Look, I never meant any harm. I respect both of you. And there is nothing going on. Of course, I will be mad. I've never been in this position and it truly hurts. But, I will go to tomorrow's meeting and return it then. I am sorry you were lied to and I didn't know what was going on. You have every right as a wife and understand. I would have probably done the same thing.

Don't worry, you will have your phone. And thank you!

Her: 10:46a
No like I said I have an understanding about the hole thing now. If your agreement was with George to have and use the cell phone then thats what it is. He really confused and misled me...now i understand my husband a little better...not in a good way for me.

please keep and use the cell phone per your agreement with him...my issues i will deal with on my own. take care

Me: 10:50a
thanks Tina,
But, I will still return the phone. I am going to concentrate on building my business. And, You know this will be a great time so he starts seeking more help from the other managers.

You take care as well!



Wel the fear in me is now calm. But, I know that if I don't start distancing my self this will definitely come back. It's one of those things that just happen and in the back on her mind she will always have her doubts and I prefer being as far away from both of them so that I am not stuck in their crossfire. They're obviusly having issues and they're not from my behalf.  I can only say I wish them luck, peaceof mind and a happy marriage.

Sigh~ well I at least feel better....