So today I took Danny to get him McDonalds.... and as I was driving and well to my surprise it was Somebody I hadn't seen in a long time well since November 2007... There was this moment in my life that I regretted from right after it happened and it was my fault I was led by lust. I don't know why but I was talking to this guy and I think  the worst part was that I didn't like it and I don't think it was because he didn't try but I think that I didn't feel anything for him therefore I lacked any atachement. Doing it occuring I had so many things running through my head... I felt bad. I remember he said he was going to call me that day and didn't but called me a little after and well I answered but I just remember I got really busy really fast. I felt bad. I think I hurt him a lot and I think that was what made me feel worst. I hurt him and never apologized... when I saw him today I think he was walking with his wife... I didn't know he was married when he was talking to me... I think his lady might be pregnant because she was holding her stomach and nothing was showing but nobody holds their tummy with such worry... anyways.... I don't know if he saw me but I didn't try and see him or look his way. He was walking his dog and frankly I was happy for him... I don't know what to think or feel. I was so surprised to see him ... I just tried fleeing and hoping he didn't see him but I think he did because he didn't look too happy.  I was just indifferent... I don't know... then if I am so indifferent why did I feel I had to write... I would be scared to ever be face-to-face... but I don't know why ... I guess confrontation...