I am like them

So I have been thinking for quite sometime and well I have two very strong characters coming from my parents... which I hate it from them... specially when they use them against each other or try and manipulate... I have been noticing them more and more specially on them and then realizing them on me....
1.) My mom is a very emotional person at times although she is a rock at times and so mean...
Well I am the same way... I'll cry over the little things but I can be very head straight... I hate my emotional size because it makes me really weak when my buttons are pushed or I am depressed... mind you those buttons canno be pushes by anybody...usually only my self which brings me to my next one.
2.) My dad is a very indifferent person... and it sucks because he uses it on my mom as though he doesn't care and she hates it and starts crying because she feels he doesn't care but it's because he doesn't show it or doesn't want to... I get a little mad at both because they try and manipulate each and they both get hurt and whine about each other.
And then I see my self as indifferent as well and I use it for so much specially when I get away from my self... I step out for moments or tune out the  world for the same reasons. My sister gets mad at me... my mom gets mad at me for the same reason but when I realize that I have done it it's too late and I don't know how to apologize so I just leave it like that. 

I have the 2 things my parents have and although they love each other or don't I don't know but I sometimes I hate that I am so like them and so different at the same time...