Today I was beginning to think that my parenst weren't going to help me try and get the car . My mom was trying to put a guilty feeling inside of me but that didn't. She doesn't understand that all my life I have there for others but for once I really want to spoil myself , just for once , is that too much to ask for ? Well I didn't think so but my does . BUT , my daddy today asked me if I still wanted the money and I said yes m so he gave me a check so that i could cash and then give the $1000 cash to Art , hopefully on Monday or tuesday. YAY! 
But I think I have a little problem ... I think I feel a little conceded. Just a little ... But i don't care but either way it's good and bad. I took pictures 3 times this weekend : with Ramiyah, my siblings, and by myself and i have to say that they all look wonderful. I wasn't unhappy with the way that I looked in any of them , I think i looked very pretty but if I was skinnier then I would really look nice , but oh well.  Night night , for now