To be honest and frank... I am very sleepy, tired, anxious, frustrated... disappointing. But that is just how I am feeling withing... but how I feel outside...or whatever if anybody understand: I feel with more energy(but I am tired today -well my eyes are), happy, excited (don't know about what), at peace. I need a drink.... So all  of that is just running through... I guess you can say a little of it all comes out even the anger sometimes...I get so frustrated when guys say yeah call me or text me when ever you want... and then they don't respond.... some "Boy are stupid!" and I don't know why I want to become involved  but I do... you know why... I am going to make their life miserable... jk... I am not but I am :) oh but no more babies... If they want to travel and have fun they can tag along... I am not being tied down anymore...tired... so tired....