so I am back once again. I don't even know why, I guess it's a good thing that nbody reads these things anymore,lol. I am in such a rut that I don't know what to do. I have a philosophy presentation with a partner tomorrow and we have not met yet. Ok so you say why don't you call her and find time to meet. Well my dilema stands in the part where I do not know who is or what she looks like. I saw once in class last thursday where I gave her my name and e-mail adress. I know I didn't get to see her face very well. I don't know what to do. I emailed my teacher and haven't heard from him. I am scared because he said that I have to do well in the last assignments to get a semi descent grade. What am I to do ? Well I guess I will prepare whatever and just go and present, that is all I could do. So why do I face just obsticles in life, I don't know but I hope that regardless of them I will still get out of college.I just want to graduate and be out...is that too much to ask for. I am sorry I suck at english because it's not my first language. I am sorry I write mediocre but I was getting A's in my papers. I am sorry I didn't have any money to get tutor to teach exactly what I needed for college but do I have to get penalized because I try hard...trying is not good enough I know. I am sorry I am mexican. I am sorry that I come from immigrant parents that love me and want me to succeed in this country. I am sorry I am a single mom and want the best for my child just as my parents wanted of me. Well what else can I be sorry about. I am sorry I was born , I went to college, I play the clarinet, that I am a music major. I don't know.... Listing all of that is just life to me.I am not sorry of all of that. That is what I am proud of. So what if I cannot speak or write english right ? That doesn't really take anything from me. life is life and it's a precious thing . I am greatful and feel sorry for those that hate it.