weekend

Not much time for blogging these times since I'm limited...

I guess, it's hard to write about many things when there is just those happy moment that impact your life so much and make you happy. I just have the best boyfriend in the world and I really am the luckiest girl alive. I don't even see how any guy can compare to him unless you look into those cliche romantic comedies. *sigh* I know what we have isn't perfect for everyone but it's just perfect for us.

And to think that if it wasn't for the internet or xanga we never would have met. We live far to far away and our paths don't cross otherwise. It was fate to meet him and she dealt a freakin check hand. I feel on the of the world in happiness. I'm happy I can tell him everything and he understands and there is no shame. We just have great communication. Sure, I have my moments but he's perfect with each other. He makes me feel like the prettiest girl and I guess as long as I am to him that's all that matter. I spend saturday and sunday with him sort of. Saturday he took me to a place to get an oil change on my car...very very good deal, $16... and then he performed which he wore a tux... very sexy. Then we had nothing to do so went back to his house and just had us time and relaxed and then ate. The next morning we went to a motivational speaker(sadly for him it was in spanish, but I took notes in english and left them for him to read, lol) with my parents... I liked it, felt bad for him though but we ate there. Then we went back to his house changed out of our business attire and watched "The Vow" together... awww... very sweet story. And then we went to eat Dinner with his dad, and brothers... they wanted me to try actual chinese food not the panda express kind or fast food kind... it was so good... and so fulfilling... yum!! I can eat that and be happy! Still need to get use to some of the tastes but it's delicious!
I had to go pick up my son because he was with his siblings at @snoog420 Ani but unfortunately on my way there I got a flat... but the most wonderful man @cucumber_melonhead with to my rescue and made things better. He let me borrow Ester and his has Marshmallow .... I got home at 3ish I think or fell asleep 3sh but overall it was a great weekend. =D Next weekend should be very fun as well!! yay!!

My Mother's day weekend

So this past weekend was Mother's Day... And I can honestly that my mom and I kind of celebrated it a little since Thursday May 10th... I don't know if any of you know but Mother's day in Mexico is Celebrated on the 10th and my mom born in Mx and well since I am Mexican also logically we celebrated.
I gave her a glass of Moscatto (that my boyfriend bought for me when we went wine tasting in Temecula, Ca  ) and of course i drank one too...
Friday we went to a prayer group which they spoke of children and how they affect as as parents and what they mean to us... of course how we should try and understand them because we were them at one point as well...
and my son gave me flowers as well... such a sweet little man...



On saturday I wanted to make tacos but it didn't happen but I did have a date with the boyfriend that evening even though he hasn't told me where we were going to meet or if he was going to come up but it was ok.... hehehe Good thing I was half ready when he called me that evening even though I was shopping and Danny wasnt' ready and it was late already...

So, I got home Danny was almost half ready my mom has woken him up and told him to get ready. We left at like 7 from AV and for to Edwards at 8ish... little did we know he was going to make us wait purposely...  My son was super impatient. He thought JC was inside waiting for us and I would call him and no answer. I called him a few time in 30 mins and a couple text and this was wasn't responding. Very unlike him. Now with Danny running around and "Mom... mom... mom" I was a time bomb ... I was a little upset.... It was a weird day and I had done so much cleaning I was a bit tired by then and wanted to relax and there was no where to sit and I didn't want to sit in the floor before getting the tickets.

I was waiting and thought ok we'll see the 8:30 showing .... SOLD OUT!!

ok, We'll see the 8:50 showing .... SOLD OUT!!  And that's when he finally called me and said he was in the wrong theater... And in my mind I was thinking like "WHAT!!"  his plan all along....
He gets there and stand in line 9:05 showing just SOLD OUT!!  We had to wait to the 9:40 of "The Avengers" It was a good movie. I enjoyed it.
We go in and he  gives me candy ... 5 of them...

He buys my son some food and we go in ...
After that he came clean on why he was late... lol He asked to remember the first time we met ... Which was also in Ontario. And I did he gave me 5 sugar Daddys ... and he asked me to remember after ... After the night was over and we were going to go our separate ways he gave me jewelry he won was Lisa @LKJslain and her contests...
He went to his car and came back ...
he had

So I asked him what it was ... he said I had to open it ... Facepalm ... DUH!!!
So I did ...


This cute little box... 
And I opened it...

Isn't this beautiful!!! I'm almost scared to wear it that I might lose it.


This my self, JC and my son ... we all loved the movie.


Don't we look so adorable!!! <3 =D  @cucumber_melonhead and I

So Sunday when I woke up my dad gave a rose

and my fam and I went to mass and then home and I made tacos... they were delicious but tiring...

As we were finishing up I asked my dad for a beer
 
And that just hit the spot. I had the best weekend ever and loved every second of it. There were tiring moments and everything but that's the way it should be.

It's been a while

Wow, I truly can't believe I've been gone and out for more than two months. Well, I needed to because I was $80 for internet and it was a huge struggle with my small income.

there were so many times I wished I was able to come on and write my little heart out like I always did but since I can't get much of xanga on my BB  it sucked and limited to phone internet sucks...

So many things have happen and yet nothing has changed. I am still as happy as could be. JC and I have been together for 5 months and you know we still have something to talk about. First person that it seems like I never stop talking.
Let it be known, I love talking when there is something that interests me. lol And I hope he doesn't gett bored of me talking.

On the day of our 5 months but who is actually counting. Lol! We went to one of his friend's wedding. Very beautiful reception. 

I think we've progressively have gotten to know each other fairly well and even with my horrible memory we're or I'm very happy. I've met quite a few of his friends and he's met probably the majority of my family and will meet more  when we go to Minnesota in July.
My son loves him a lot and respects him. He always looks forward to him coming over and we all get to enjoy time together. Whether it's going to the park, movies, chuck e cheese or just hanging out at home it's all a wonderful time. My family loves him a lot and I'll tell you a little secret.

Shhh.... 



I think he's grown on me too.... I love this man!

Nothing sweeter than a kiss from him!

I never get bored, he understands me, listens to me and talks a lot ... but he doesn't think so. He does say I talk too much and is surprised that I tell him  that I don't. lol Oh well... He says I'm a brat but he's a brat or maybe he's picked up on my ways... But, in all seriousness I've never been this truly happy in my life. All those moments that kept me down in life suddenly seem so pointless. I'm glad #xanga brought him into my life and we've gotten to know each other.
This is how I always pictured I'd find someone for me. Of course, due to my circumstances I didn't picture it this way but nothing in life could be more perfect as it now. He's brought me and my son closer and we've learned to live and understand each other more. We were clashing far too much a while ago but everything is great. We've all formed a bond. *sigh* 

@cucumber_melonhead found me, crushed on me, and had me fall in love with him. What a cruel man... jk I hope every one is fortunate to find the person who truly compliments their life as I feel he does to me.

I love you Johnson!

Lisa's Giveaway! =D

OOoooh, I want these... They remind me of green drops =D So cute and adorable!



And this is on my wishlist....


Because these are just beautiful and I loved them.... well the matching necklace is also stunning. =D


Lisa's Little Luxuries  @LJKSlain
or here is the physical address  --->>>  http://www.etsy.com/people/Lisaslittleluxuries?ref=si_pr
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Weekend: food and meeting @RighteousBruin

I always look forward to the end of the week. I know that it just means a break from school for Danny he gets to relax and less arguments about helping him do his homework and getting to actually show up too school. When he comes back from school he's happy and there is no worries. All is okay ...
Last week we were experimenting... So Friday JC and well fridays we don't eat meat so we as in he prepared tuna to make tuna sandwiches for lunch. Then is was getting later and JC was craving shrimp... he wanted Shrimp Cocktail... I asked if he knew how to make it and he said  no... I had never made it either, lol. Lucky us that it's my dad's favorite but I had asked my mom too since my parents were the ones who would make it.
We ended up making it and it make out pretty good. My dad loved it. We enjoyed a nice shrimp cocktail for dinner that night.

On Saturday, I made pupusas... I tried a few days prior but I had missed something so they lacked flavor. So when I made them on saturday they ended up tasting how I wanted the taste to be. I was happy and I had happy people eating.
And then we went to mass later on that day...

Sunday, a nice peaceful day. We all got ready. By all I mean JC, Danny and myself....
We took my son to my sister's and he went to a party with her.
And we went to run errands first... 3 stops and then we went to Ontario where we had a nice time chatting and meeting @RighteousBruin
 
in a starbucks. It was a really nice opportunity to meet him for the first time. It's wonderful how Xanga brings the opportunity to meet nice people.

JC and I had a great weekend. I love this man!!! And I love my lil man as well!!! Those 2 always show me the upside of life. 

just bored

Sometimes there is so much to do ... I don't want to so I feel boredom... I'm hardly online because it's boring. I don't use my phone much because the stupid piece of crap doesn't work well. There isn't much to do about travelling because gas is so expensive who wants to go anywhere. Being at home sucks, sometimes.

The only things left to do us cooking (and I don't feel like it) washing, I guess that's a must.
So I started packing... ain't going anywhere but we're bound to move sometime. We've been here for 2 yrs as of today techincally. (Yay 2 yrs in Apple Valley) ... Didn't think this would last but look at us... I took down all the pictures in my walls and my room echoes now, it's weird, because it's not empty. I've put away all my vhs in 2 big boxes. and I'm still have more and all my dvds...yea I have a lot of movies. And you might wonder why I have vhs and so many... I probably have over a few hundred but since they became so cheap after DVDs came out I have my collection and I like using and old fashion VCR ... I have 2 or 3 just in case and a nice DVD collection as well. These came out of boredom. I do a lot of things because I'm bored. Actually most of my actions come about because there is nothing to do.
So I don't wanna pack my closet yet because why take out what's still nicely packed in a place. So I'm working on what's in plain view. No room I can ever have will ever be big enough.
I need to cut my hair. I'm tired of the way it looks but I might have to wait until April. I need clothes but  I've managed for years with the same so whatever. I guess if I can sew it then I'm ok.

So I'm bored... and packing and yea...

personal space

Besides many things that I've done in life. Throughout having to share a room most of my life and well actually all my life and it will never stop from here on end... I still cherish my personal space. I don't mind a few to share it but I do push people away when I need it or fall asleep or something.
I've never been so touchy-feely and all... I know I can be but I'm not so big because we're conditioned... so I was conditioned to that. I feel bad at times because I'm a bit distant. My son asks me permission to give me  hug and a kiss... sometimes I feel bad but sometimes I just hate being surprised. He's big enough not  to just jump on me... I will get mad. Yes, it's sweet sometimes but sometimes it's not. I guess since I was little I was picky and I always chose who I wanted to be with. It seems like it was usually not my mother and we all know that mothers sometimes are the ones who are more sweet kind... but since I was more daddy's little girl I preferred more a male to care for me. My dad is a distant type of guy himself. He doesn't really let people get close to him, he's quiet and he doesn't say anything. He's frustrated when he puts him hand on his forehead, he mad when he'll look at you and wont say a thing (silent treatment) ... I'm a little similar to him... Danny interact with me the most and he's a momma's boy (he doesn't have a choice)...  My mom had my sister and favored her because my sister would be with her. She's more loving nature and has a way with kids.
I've slowly learned to tolerate people touching my stuff. I think  I would get fire in my eyes in college because my friend would hardly tough any of my stuff or started asking for permission. We were all close but you don't know how it felt. It felt as bad as being invaded... I know stuff is just materialistic but you don't understand the struggle to finally have something to call my own. The hard part has always been something that is mine. When I own it, I don't let it go. I'll share now but it's me. I know I shouldn't consider my stuff myself but it's hard to gain something. It's the only way I was able to demonstrate my personality for so long because I was too shy to speak out, to show who I was. I didn't let people know because I didn't trust people.
Trust me for is very important. It's very delicate as well. I usually trust with a 10 foot poll in between on... a distance safe enough to ok.
And all of this came out because my mom had a prayer thing at home which I don't mind. We spent the whole time cleaning the house and I didn't clean my room but because I washed I just need to put all that clothes away. So I told my son not to come into the room because I know kids follow and he doesn't understand the whole concept. So I came into the room and he was here with kids. You don't even know how I felt. I felt like I was trapped and had no where to go. Then more and more kids came. He wanted to play video games and they wanted to play... I let them stay for like 15 mins or so(i think less)... feeling more and more uncomfortable... I finally took some charge and told them to go play outside... I couldn't take it. I wanted to pull my hair. I don't have many places I was be calm or my own and my biggest pet peeve in the world is when "MY" room door stays open while I'm in the room. I feel exposed... might as well be naked in front of everybody and it would feel the same. 
So yea, my room my personal space, need to be closed.... Unless I otherwise say... I need my little corner to myself with no interruptions and a door. If I had a small office (someday) you'd know that door would be locked... and I would be in there... yup... well I mean I trust some people or a person. haha but yea...

anything I'm done.