need translation... please!! it's a song interpretation

It's not that I am dumb or something but sometimes there are things that I am not exposed to too much so I am not sure if my interpretation is correct.

I read the lyrics and thought something and then actually heard the song and thought a little different...
Who can help me at what it means please!

JIM JONES FT. DIPSET HONEY DIP LYRICS

When I'm dippin on the grind I get my money quick
But sometimes I wanna lay up wit my honey dip
She be wit me cause she aint like all them other chicks
Let you hit, then she split, that's why I got a honey dip
From the club to the telly you know how it is
Most of the chicks I never tell em where a nigga live
Tryna reach me at my mansion or my mother crib
Hit my cell, hit my two, now I'm at my honey dips

[Verse 1: Jim Jones]
Yo we talked about 8, said I was comin thru to hit
Now its wee hours in the mornin and I'm drunker than a bitch
Stumblin and shit, I jumped up in the whip
Flipped open the horn like where's my honey dip
And bitch fuck ya man tonite, you know my steelo
Sizzurp wit the Cristal, the corners playin cee-lo
You see me well you jus smile you know we on the le-low
I'm whippin thru the town like we ballin up a key load
Huh, I'm tryna dip up in the tele
Dip up in the room, then dip up in her belly
Dip off on Pirelli's, Dip-Sets Fonzarelli
My white t-shirt, lookin dip up in my Pelle
Smokin weed up in the Range
Full speed left lane
Its me against the world, M.O.B. up in my vein
Wit another nigga girl, gettin low to give me brain
If the bitch about the cause you aint gotta spit no game

[Chorus]

[Verse 2: Jr Writer]
You know I'm lookin for a honey dip
But I'm no dummy, most these bunnies
are money hungry and lookin for a money clip
So after the brother hit
I'll tell a honey dip
She won't see a contact, address nor buddy list
I aint on some hubby shit
That lovey dovey shit its nuttin trick I'm suttin slick you couldn't get
enough of it
How a slugger jus slide up thru the check in
Wit that linin on the Wesson
Hundred diamonds on my neck and wrist shit
I'm rich bitch, rhymings my profession
Watch how I do this stupid grindin and perfectin
Who's flyer when I step in got em spyin every second, cause that 06
Charger remind em of a 7
Yes man I'm so fresh the pro mess wit bread honey
My jeans 800, these are called Red Munkey
The flossin is gone, come talk to a Don fly enough to belong on a
catwalk in Mulan.....holla

[Chorus]

[Verse 3: Juelz Santana]
I got me a lovely chick, I got me a slutty chick, I got em all, but my
favorite one is my honey dip
She get drunk wit me, roll the piff up wit me
Throw singles at other hoes in the strip club wit me
She do anything for jus one quicky
She a nympho chick
For this slow dick
She give no lip, she jus go get
The paper I ask her for, my bitch so quick
Plus she know every Santana song and she don't mind puttin the damn bandana on
Slap her ass tell her dance in this thong
She do it all for daddy
She move it all for daddy...Aye Aye
She get a brick and she boof it all for daddy
Hit the road shake the State Troopers off for daddy
And she bring all that paper back
No short paper back, she sure don't play wit that

Well it turns out that he does like me. I was a bit shock but I didn't think so. I don't know. We actually got to skype today and it was nice to talk to him. He is very flattering and the biggest flirt...And so I asked if he was crushing and he admitted that it's more than a crush. It's nice to be noticed  but I don't know. Why do I try and shut my self out. I know that I eventually have to give people a chance to try and come in. If I don't then how will I ever experience happiness, right. Maybe when he sees me again... he'll change his mind... People always expecting stuff and so easily. life's a bitch we we still gotta hang...

What does he want? Confused, friendship, sex or something more?

Guys and the same ones seem to go in and out of my life. It’s almost like we talk and things start rolling and then there is a disconnection and there they are a couple years later talking to me again. It’s mainly has happen with all of them but I am only going to talk about one this time. The good and bad thing is that my web pages are always a start to find me. I don’t keep any of my stuff unattended even  if every once in a while I can’t blog/write  or go on it physically but I get everything on my phone. Love technology!

It’s so freaking weird. It’s almost as if  after a long time they remembered there was something about me… Maybe that’s why I should thank God that I haven’t been with or dated many guy. So I was talking to this guy over 2 ½ years ago. We talked  on and off for like over a year. And the day we had finally gotten the time together we had sex. It was one occurrence and to be honest it was the first time that we had gotten together and the first time that I had been with a person other than my son’s father.   After that occurred I freaked out and didn’t k now what to do.  I cried for hours and drove for a long, long time. To make myself feel better and release everything I was feeling, I started saying it was a one night stand because well it happened once.  He called me the next week and kept calling and calling wanting to hang out and go out and stuff but I just pushed him away.  I really freaked out and I felt bad but at the moment all I wanted to do was run away and forget about it. Every time he would ask what I was going to do Friday, or Saturday or Sunday I would make an excuse…

Ok I was dumb and I was mean but I freaked out ok.

Fast forward to present time. Yesterday morning when I woke up with a friend request on FB and what ev right until I see it was him and I started to wonder … I felt bad because I really thought I hurt him for getting busy all of a sudden I just couldn’t come forward so like a coward I hid.  I honestly didn’t know what to think when I saw his request and started thinking . After a while of going in circles in my head  I accepted his request.

After I accepted I received a message, he asked how I was and then started the whole business deal.  He said he owns some record label and wanted to learn how to read music. A guy’s way trying to be nice… hire me to teach him music, clever right? He said he needed help and please. I am not one to really say no to people… he gave me his number and his blackberry pin… so I added him in my messenger and he messaged me once he accepted the request.  He said it was rather hard to explain over the so he asked for my number. Clever way to ask for my number, he needed to explain verbally. I would have easy typed it than talked, lol, but that’s just me.  I gave him my number but told him not to call me for a couple of hours. He called and we talked about what he wants to do. It sounds like he is really doing for himself which is awesome for him.  After we hung up he messaged me that he missed me.   So I came forward and asked him… wait why are you really contacting me to really teach you or for something else? He said music so I was ok. I started to worry… not worry but you know, well kind of freak out.

He brought up the incident that happened way back when and said he was sorry.  And well I had the opportunity to apologize to. He said he thought he did something wrong where I was hurt or pushed away so I pushed him away. I told him I was sorry for it… it was tough for me. He told me that I was the best he has ever had until now no girl has been as special to him as me. And I told him but we only got together once. And he explained that I meant a lot to him then and I still mean a lot to him now…  I don’t know right so much for only business… when he keeps bringing up stuff and flirting with me. I can handle the flirting but I told him if I feel uncomfortable or nervous around him I won’t be able to teach him.

I find it really awesome that people trust me and know I can get a job done especially if they want to learn something. I am flattered that he thought of me to help him out but sometimes I wonder if it’s a good idea. When we were talking about everything that happened way back then… it was like a confusion of emotions running through my blood. I felt ease for the apologies but I felt a small open wound talking about it a bit. I was a little scared with like a weird empty stomach feeling… yet I was a little happy that everything got straightened. He even explain that he didn’t speak to me because he didn’t know how I would have reacted but since we’re older and more mature now things could be different.  I liked something he told me. He said he understood my world… so I asked how my world and he told me that what was in my mind couldn’t be easily changed, like I stand my ground on my thoughts.  I don’t know if he is going to want me to teach him or not but I gave him the price and that the class is one a week starting from the basics. I am going to be strict as possible because for me a job is a job and I am serious about it.  It’s so confusing though. He also send me some pictured of himself, one plain and then he sends kisses my way … idk. I know this isn’t complicated but it kind of is. I just hope I can teach him music fast.

I know this is going to be weird. Or I just hope this isn’t a sex thing because right now I am not ready to be open or too available emotionally. I keep myself out pretty darn well but when I do let go something always happens and I feel hurt. I don’t want to go through this right now. I am barely starting to be ok on my own with nothing holding me back. I finally feel freedom to go and do as I please.  And I am saying that something will happen between us because it probably won’t but what if it does… and then I end up in the middle of the desert again? I guess I jump too much into conclusions but if I didn’t my mind would ramble and I would go insane. I guess we’ll see what happens…

Strictly music concepts and basic theory… 

Have you had a life defining moment? An event that changed your direction or focus. What happened?

The biggest and most defying moment in my life where I had to change all my college habits... from a bit of smoking, drinking and partying... and with an occasional hit was my very unplanned pregnancy. Well I mean my focus to finish school didn't change but it sure did make it a bit hard to double major how I wanted to. I originally wanted to be a BA music major and a psych major but I ended dropping my psych since most of my music one was already finished. During the pregnancy I was great; had the ability to focus on school work since I mainly felt ditched by all my friends but it's not their fault it was mine. Why did they have to give everything up like I did... I  mainly imprisioned myself until the end of the pregnancy. After that with living back home, commuting, all homework, classes, extra curricular activities I would leave at 8am... have a small break in between where I would do some homework and be back home by 10pm where I would take over for my new born and do homework... and and feed him his every 3 hrs and sleep from 2-5 and back to the same routine... In retrospect, some bad choices were made but overall it kept me going through all bad... I finished graduated and I spend most of my time with him now with my teaching music privately as a part time.

  
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Would you rather have your dream job or dream man/woman? Why?

I think I would rather have a dream job. Guys will always comes  and go especially if the interest do not coincide. A dream job is so hard to find that I think I would rather have a job and love what I do than have to worry about that supposed dream guy. A guy can have everything I ever dreamed but there is always a flaw. At least if I am stable on my own to feet a person is bound to come in my life, maybe. And if not then I am sure having my dream job with a happy kid would be more than enough.

  
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If you had an hour to live and could make one phone call, who would it be to, what would you say?

Honestly, if I had one hour left I know I don't have to call family because they all know what they have to do... I wouldd probably leave a note in my room for my sis so she can dispose of some stuff, lol but back to the phone call. The last call I could make in my last hour would be to my son's dad's wife. I would call him so I know he wouldn't answer and why waste a call on a 50/50 chance. I would call her and talk to her a bit and thank her for everything but ask her to remind every once in a while the dad about Danny and that he needs to see his dad every once in a while. I think that would mainly be all...

To me that would be the most important issue on my mind before whatever happened...

  
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interesting ending of May I have to say....

My 2nd cousin, but since we all grew up together we're closer than it sounds but our cousin she seems to have problems keeping her children while in pregnancy. Her first child was a super premie and thank God he survive. He is now 14 months old, Justin Matthew. This past May she had the misfortune to give birth to another super premie baby boy, Byron Angel-Gabriel. Unfortunately, by the time the baby was actually born his lil heart had stopped, he didn't make it.   My cousin did her job as a mother and had a proper burial for the lil baby. Even though he was so lil he was already taking the resemblance features and looked very much like his uncles. It was a  very humble ceremony and we know he is now in the heavens. The worst part and the hardest for her besides loosing this little child she could have had in her arms was she lost him on Mother's Day.  I cannot imagine the loss of a child you were expecting and waiting for to warm up your life even more but even though I don't know the pain I know I felt the heart-ache they were feeling. A baby is a life and therefore a precious life.

Which brings me to my brother.... We may have had lost a baby in the family but I guess there is a make-up on that. So we found out well most that my brother got his girlfriend pregnant. She is 2  months 1 week and now 2 days. The girl is 19 and my bro  turns 18  on the 15th of June... I guess when things happen, they happen. It will surely give him the stop to stop judging. Although  it saddens me, I was hoping he would be able to work first enjoy a little more time and then learn his life lesson but I guess this will do. He has always been a very picky person who wants it his way and always criticizes us and and me because Danny is a little wild at times. But it's obvious that he doesn't remember when he was his age. Children need freedom we all know "boys will be boys". I mean I am excited for the new baby and so that I wont be the only one with a baby but it will give him the opportunity to do all he says he will do with his kids when he has some. Especially, since he says that I don't beat, or punish mine. I don't think that a child learns well that way and I think he will learn that soon enough. A child changes our life so much.