What are you most passionate about and why?

As it seems as of now I feel very passionate about teaching... I don't think I have ever felt like this. The more I teach the more I like it and the better I feel about giving others a knowledge they didn't have. I sometimes feel that music is schools is a dying cause so I try and give back and help support the arts. The arts was the only place I felt ok about and helped me make it through life, not to count that my life long friends are musicians.

  
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What are you most looking forward to in 2010?

The biggest thing that I was looking for this year is to have a better establishment of students so there is a more steady income flow. I guess with these hard time we are aspire to try and have some sort of a steady income... as best as possible.

  
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Even though the work is going good and I feel great about I still can't help to think of how the next couple of weeks are going to go. Well we found out, definitely, that we have to be out by the first. Ok, now where do we go if we barely have money. That is 11 days from today.  And not to speak that the people from thee electric company are trying to pin another person's bill on my name because we have the same last name. How ridiculous is that... I mean come on they did an investigation and my social security and nothing popped out... I am so confused and having to fight it and prove who I am and where I've been and who I know, who I have been affiliated with (which is no one) ... and now with the move the things are going to get a bit more complicated which is total bullshit...

Sign Man! On another hand it seems as though I might have a small job in a Norco high school with after school activities with music. And I am going to be translating in march which I am getting paid for also... small things are coming my way and they sure are going to help in this economic crisis.... God help us!!

Yesterday was a great day... My sister loved her day. I cooked everything how she wanted and her friend came. I was worried that she wouldn't like what I got her but I took the risk anyways. I bought her a little mini lap-top carrier a hot pink one so she can keep her mini note-book safe... When I bought it, it wasn't the cutest thing in the world but it would do the work you know... and when she saw it, she said she loved it. That was a big relief. I was trully worried. I think she liked it so much that she even gave me a kiss good-bye when she left and she isn't a person who would really do that.

I left quite satisfied and happy. Not to mention I was extremely exhausted by my legs. But great turnout to a Happy 23rd birthday!

what To do if so?

Well since I still haven't had time to write about the othe things another small issue came on board.
Yea I'm pregnant... Hahaha no.... I am not! But we just found out we have to be out of this house by the 1st. You know how frustrating that is? Having to move for a 3rd time in less 6 months or 3 times in 1 and a half years. Geesh and although it sucks I had a feeling this house would cause problems... What to do now? Where to go. It hard enough moving shit now with a kid ...

Sometimes when you least realize it things have changed or maybe life has Changed and there is nothing you can do about it.
The nice thing is that amazingly you`re still alive and like what they've said before what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
It's not like we've gone through close death calls just stressful moments. I will write about it n the next fe days.

Mom left today by herself to florida... I wanted to go but no money. I have about $100 and waiting for kids to pay but it wouldn't have been accomplished... trying to pay my overdue phone from Sept so I can get another.

Talked to mom while she stopped in Kansas and she seems good which I am glad. So She should be out there at like 5:30 our time... 8:30 Florida time. Our cat is stupid sad she is gone. He was looking for her all morning.... poor thing!