Today I was beginning to think that my parenst weren't going to help me try and get the car . My mom was trying to put a guilty feeling inside of me but that didn't. She doesn't understand that all my life I have there for others but for once I really want to spoil myself , just for once , is that too much to ask for ? Well I didn't think so but my does . BUT , my daddy today asked me if I still wanted the money and I said yes m so he gave me a check so that i could cash and then give the $1000 cash to Art , hopefully on Monday or tuesday. YAY! 
But I think I have a little problem ... I think I feel a little conceded. Just a little ... But i don't care but either way it's good and bad. I took pictures 3 times this weekend : with Ramiyah, my siblings, and by myself and i have to say that they all look wonderful. I wasn't unhappy with the way that I looked in any of them , I think i looked very pretty but if I was skinnier then I would really look nice , but oh well.  Night night , for now

       

                 So yeah hopefull this is the car that I will be getting pretty soon if I pray to God and He thinks I deserve it . But either way i am very excited , I am going to have a baby !!!  And she is all mine !!!! You know you are going to want her too but oh well!!! sucks to be you ,don't it ! Haha  . Well don't be jealous this is still not my dream car ,wait until I actually have money for my real car , this is just my appetizer....I am still going to be hungry for more.!!!

Well here I am in my room all by myself and I am so bored and lonely. I have been having the weirdest moodswings in the world . I was talking to Adrian earlier and I started to cry when I was laughing a second earlier then right after I dried my tears I started to laugh . I think I scared him a bit and if could still scrae him then that must be bad . :(  I don't know what my problem is. Well I know I had the worst feeling when I was serving at Amy's recital on saturday. In the table there what a glass swan with water in it and it had a beautiful red rose in it , and well that just brought back sad moment ,well happy actually ...November 5th 2002 , it was my first year anniversity with my Art and he gave me a pretty pladed gray and white with hearts bag that contained that same swan I just saw on saturday . My heart was healed until I saw that , a gfew days ago. I was happy with my life ,I didn't even think of him even when we talked it was like whatever ever. He haas even come to see me and that didn't even open a scar like that swan.My life was so well accomplished with out the need of guys in my life  ,why did I had to remember that he came and met me in the by thge band room right after my dad dropped me off at 6:25 am ,and he even walked me to class which was far ,and was late to his  AP U.S. History class with Mackinney. I hate being uphappy .  I just feel like crying so much I don't know why. And my stomoch hurts real bad .It's really weird it's not pain ,pain but I can't explain what it feels like.

well hey I took a few tests here that take up like 2 pages and I thinkthat they would be vry interesting to see the different responses. Welltell me what you think of them .

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You scored as Musical/Rhythmic.You are sensitive to sounds in your environment, enjoy music and preferlistening to music when you study or read. You learn best throughmelody and music. People like you include singers, conductors,composers, and others who appreciate the various elements of music. Musical/Rhythmic 82% Intrapersonal 68% Logical/Mathematical 50% Bodily/Kinesthetic 50% Verbal/Linguistic 50% Interpersonal 50% Visual/Spatial 39% The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences created with QuizFarm.com

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You scored as Wrath. Wrath 88% Sloth 75% Envy 75% Gluttony 56% Greed 56% Lust 56% Pride 50% Seven deadly sins created with QuizFarm.com

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You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Suicide 67% Eaten 53% Posion 53% Bomb 40% Dissapear 40% Disease 27% Suffocated 27% Drowning 27% Accident 13% Cut Throat 7% Electric Chair 0% Gunshot 0% Stabbed 0% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com

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You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever. Sleeping Beauty 69% Cruella De Ville 63% The Beast 63% Donald Duck 56% Ariel 56% Cinderella 56% Goofy 50% Peter Pan 38% Pinocchio 31% Snow White 31% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com

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You scored as Unipolar Depression.Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bearall the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. Andyou really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets. Unipolar Depression 100% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 67% Borderline Personality Disorder 50% Eating Disorders 33% Schizophrenia 25% Antisocial Personality Disorder 17% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com

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You scored as Unipolar Depression.Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bearall the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. Andyou really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets. Unipolar Depression 100% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 67% Borderline Personality Disorder 50% Eating Disorders 33% Schizophrenia 25% Antisocial Personality Disorder 17% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com

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You scored as Romantic Kisser.Good for you! You know how to kiss and hopefully you have a certainsomeone to experience a serge of happiness with. If not, it doesnt hurtto flirt kiss a little hehe. Just dont get carried away. Romantickissing is always a plus! Kissing is an art keep it up and youll bereally good! Romantic Kisser 88% Yippy Ki Yay! 69% Dont quit your day job... 31% How good do you kiss? created with QuizFarm.com

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You scored as Unipolar Depression.Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bearall the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. Andyou really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets. Unipolar Depression 83% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 58% Borderline Personality Disorder 50% Eating Disorders 17% Schizophrenia 17% Antisocial Personality Disorder 8% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com

http://table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Loner.

Goth		81%
Loner		81%
Punk/Rebel		63%
Stoner		56%
Drama nerd		50%
Prep/Jock/Cheerleader		44%
Geek		31%
Ghetto gangsta		31%

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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OH BTW today was ides of march ...ahhhhhhhhhhh lol,night.